Losing friends because you can’t control yourself.
Why do I cut? Not for attention. If I wanted attention would I hide them?
Why do I cut? Not because I want to “fit in” or “because other people do”. If I did, wouldn’t they show?
Why do I cut? Because just for a second that cut hurts so much that you just forget everything else.
Why do I cut? Because the adrenaline, the rush. It’s a feeling I can’t explain. It hurts, but it feels so good.
Why do I cut? Because I can’t stop. It’s addicting. I can’t fight it.
Why do I cut? Because the risk of taking my life doesn’t bother me. I’m not scared.. maybe that’s what I want.